Alright so had celebrations in school today, nothing new. Then went back to St. Hilda's with the AHS people. No one changed, hahaha. Didn't exactly catch up, more like just talking, saw some teachers and that's it. Left with Joanne early since there wasn't rly a point staying. Didn't see all of 6/8, which is quite saddening, but nevermind. I've never really been good with maintaining friendships.

These few months have been just hanging around with teammies and it's great since they're a fun bunch. Then again haven't been talking to old classmates and 2 years of closeness is gone so quickly, feels like we're strangers already. What to do. Maybe it's just because of me.

Holiday training. Merger has been okay, just don't get how my performance can be so unstable and it irks me. Gotta work harder !! January is nearing.